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Sunday, May 25, 2008
My new-opened blog for noone to see/read.
Only a just a thing for me to write my feelings to to destress.
If i might say out this blog, nvm.

Im damn down today. Was quite happy few days ago.
Actually, i do felt guilty for him (cw), but.. i felt happy for myself, im finally free.
Anyway, if he did not keep tie-ing me up, and please groom himself.
I wouldnt really... broke up.
I felt so free and light after breaking up.

But the fews days after, when i go out, i see his frens everywhere.
Gosh, as if his stalking like that. Everytime when i'm outside he would ask....... you outside? or whatever like this. Is like eyeing me somewhere. =.=
I felt so ...... ZZZ
2 words: No privacy.
damn it man.

Today, is the 1st time i meet him after i broke up with him.
Guess what he look like now?
Bush of hair - din't comb nor cut.
with a cap and his headset ON TOP of his hat.

Anyway. Seriously, he looks scary as if his a lunatic.
Monthly shoot i got 378.
I wasnt really satiafied.. about it.
NYGH is like so damn pro.
another stress came.
All the stress starts at sec 3.
I had a price to pay for having 3S8.
It's a good class, seriously.

And i actually realised i still liked nay since around late jan or feb.
when they flirted with him, im annoyed.
In the 1st place, i thought maybe the feeling is only see them as disgrace of girls by flirting so much. But later on i found out i wasnt really annoyed, but sad and jealous.
I wished i was her flirting him.
why? i don't know why i felt that way.
I knew we were impossible now.
he doesn't likes me.
With the school's blog, he actually hated me.
but it was last year. writing me about being hairy.
i cried alot.

This blog starts to open for today.
I shall keep this blog alive and update it everyday.


& Love ain't is about sacrifice